Night, the silence of love, madness of emotions, when you lost with destiny and realize that nothing is as it seems, when life knocks you down on your knees, when you can't play with words, scattered papers, mixed feelings, memories and a dry flower between pages of a tron book, a book where you left the middle of your soul living between lines seeking for a woman who tied to a horse that will never tire, tears streaming down when you try to forget her rare parfume of her love and killing the shadows of your past, childhood dreams are broken, the promises of angels and pretty princess faded away and everything that's left is the glance of something you used to believe in, that may not means much for others but to me is my life, love growns inside and turns into pain and agony everyday, I know that something is wrong with her, she wants to be beautiful and free, she kisses but she doesn't love, she listens but she doesn't believe, she leaves before she's left, she doesn't know who to trust, she wears a mask blinded by the lies she's told, scared to look ahead and freeing herself, I don't know if I'm afraid for her or from her, but I'll kill all my words tonight for never write again a message of love to someone else because winter wasn't enough this year for cleaning all my pain and picking up the pieces of my heart.
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Mood:
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Reading: Willow
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Drinking: Water